Words

In Words 

THE SNOW-MASONS

Upon a blank slab
artisans in succession
rocked their chisels
    from edge to edge
to carve 
buxom creations

MORTALITY

If we were humbled 
beneath that great weight of ages
it was less by its overwhelming presence
than by the inconceivable notion -
that its remaining tenancy of that place  
   where light is feeble  
      and warmth enters slowly 
could be as fleeting as a human lifetime 

There we stared mortality in the eye

THE NIGHT SHIFT

No sooner had the Sun retired

than Winter’s hand seized hold

its chill fingers probing

   for chances to pluck our warmth


The stars mustered

   shuddering

ready to make passage

   across the long night 

a planet stared


All had stilled quickly 

   the pommels shepherded home 

      the chairs hung out to collect crystals

revelry was being taken behind doors

but even the soirées would wane before long

   reducing to embers across the Valais

      and pungent veils of wood-smoke


Only the piste bashers would remain busy

bright like beacons up on the mountain

as if to comfort and reassure

   like night-lights left to glow for children

SOLSTICE

Winter Solstice -
a wind and light show
The ant hills were lively enough  
issuing workers 
   to ply the arteries  
      and scribble lines

But sky gloomy 
and the snow globe shaken
we succumbed to lamplight
   and gluwein

Unwrapped 
you radiated
your cheeks slapped rosy  
   by a flapping hood
your chin scoured hot  
   by a Velcro patch

Life felt so complete

SPINDRIFT GALAXY

Encased in ice -

granules of life

stardust in suspension

the stuff of all of us

   of those who came before

      and of those yet to follow





THE RESET BUTTON

You are radiant this morning 
in your new white slip
and I am gratified that your haunches are mine  
    to caress 
the stitched trail draped over them for me  
   to pursue 

I feel at one with you 
   connected 
      physically 
      spiritually 
albeit that I'm alien here 

My senses are aroused
   by the contours before my eyes  
      the flavours around my lips 
         by my cardiac drum beat 
            and the crunching of powder underfoot 
and I understand that by being here 
   feeling 'alive'  
I am somehow reconnecting with myself

MORIBUND

Shrink into your corrie-womb
your work done
   - a world shaped
why linger to tolerate the
human ego 
that proclaims your ‘retreat’
   as if satisfied you've submitted
      in some Anthropocene era

I look upon your jaded body
   grey and subdued
      like tired linen
and I wonder - 
about the stories you are taking to the grave 
   of volcanic eruptions
      asteroid impacts
         of the climes known by our forefathers
records in your bubble-and-dust almanacs
that will be teased from your hold
   like a tree’s last leaves at the onset of winter

FLOW STATE


Immersed
in her endeavour
she was combed of the lice
that had made her weary





GUARDIAN ANGEL

There will come the time
when you can find your own way home
   confident in the maelstrom
      sure of your feet 
but know that I will always watch over you 
   ready with a guiding hand
for I know life to be a fickle business
   made safer by a guardian angel 

REFRESHING THE PILLOW

Bed-time
wind abated
streetlights betraying
a sifted fleet
stealthily laying  
   siege

Restless
anticipating the fresh day
I draw the curtains 
and plump my pillow
   to summon sleep 

ALPS - YOUNG FOLD ROCKS

How could you not command a gaze

   upthrust

      projecting   

         alluring

much as you’re still growing


But after time has served to mellow you

   gentle your defiant edges 

      deal with the fickle & friable 

you will be closer to the confident 

   old fold

features 

that I know as home 

THE GHOST TRAIN

Would you happen to know Adolf Guyer-Zeller
or Charles Hudson perhaps?
Freda Currant then?
How about Herbert Lothar B. Braum and Anni Marschner
   newlyweds on eternal honeymoon?
Only they are regulars on this line
riding in the company of the others 
   named on headstones in Zermatt cemetery 
     or more often long forgotten
takings of the Matterhorn 
   of the great electric railway
      of the winter 
- the ghosts of the Gornergrat

ETYMOLOGY PART I

When
   and where
did man coin words 
for winter’s creations
currency 
for the exchange of knowledge
   implements of survival?

Did he set out to rival 
the creativity of nature’s tongue -
sustragi
skavler
kaioqlaq
umarinyiq
as playful with syllables
as the wind’s antics with snow?

Am I in a better place
safe and sure
   of shelter
      warmth
         my next meal
but so distanced 
from my dependence on nature 
   on fellow man 
that I need no more
than my one word for snow ?

ETYMOLOGY PART II

An emerging threat

is reconnecting us

to our dependency on one another

to our dependence on Mother Nature

   her vulnerability exposed


We are coining idioms

   carbon footprint

      greenhouse gas

         tipping point

re-claiming old wisdoms

   sustainability

      adaptation

         biodiversity   

in need of a new language 

to face the elephant in the room

a new vocabulary for survival

THE SNOW LIZARDS

Daily 
in the wake of
the great sweeping cloak
of the Eiger -  
   the grandest gnomon 
a solar finger probed 

And in that slender window 
   in time 
      in space 
we basked like lizards 
to warm our blood

STADEL BARNS & SERACS

They presided over our arrival
impassive sentinals
ebonised by centuries

Leaning 
   muddled
they imitate the seracs
   a retreating rear guard
imposing custodians of Saas-Fee
   a time capsule in the sky

Stored
above their saddle-stone stilts -
the sleeping grain
   the old traditions    
      the Saracen nose
conserved for sustenance

Humble
the stadels watched the ski circus come
but it may be only matter of time
before they see it gone

SNOW FOR ME

 If I close my eyes

will you lie here softly

cast a blanket across me

and nestle at my side?


Perhaps you will gather at my window

settle at my door

impartial

as you render all things clean


I will not complain if your arrival is unannounced

nor ask about the duration of your stay

I will be content in observing your delicate ways

if eager to decorate you with my footsteps

THE CLEAN BED

If there are places -

beds beneath icy sheets 

where man has never slept

nor soiled

   with lead from Bronze Age smelting

      with fallout from Atom Bomb testing

         with microplastics and ‘hi-tech’ discards

I hope that we will never succeed

In turning back their covers

AN APOLOGY TO YOUTH

I’m sorry
I had no issue with you
   all baggy androgyny
      and ears dribbling wires
I was just perturbed by your detachment

Only you sat slumped in a corner of the cabin
back turned on a realm of mystical summits
   Les Aiguilles
   so majestic that morning
      atop their plinth of valley cloud
I didn’t get how you weren’t captivated
how you could be sucked elsewhere 
through that portal in your palm

It wasn’t that I was slow to recognise
the recalcitrance of youth
more that I was threatened by it
my little girl already closer to her youth
than I am distant from mine
and fear began nipping -
that we might struggle for connection then
   that I might lose her
      to some handset

TITLIS - AN ALPINE GLACIER

Time and again
in that marvellous revolving gondola
we lingered over your fissured tongue
then scuttled twixt its clefts  
   on sharpened edges
to sit at its tip  
   stirring coffee 
      wafting Bratwurst 
as if to torment you  

But you were never an object of our contempt 
for we’ve seen you too at Summer’s height - 
lustrous and soot smudged 
like the miner that heeds a caged bird 
just as we must you - 
our own canary in a coal mine

LA GUERRA BIANCA

Reclined
sun-basking
beer-licked
a blithe moment interrupted
by conscience

What horror must have performed here
   to rolls of gun-thunder
      implacable
   and the crackling of rifle-fire
      unplaceable
how much blood spilled
   across these walls
      and stained clean satin?

Here men must have been forged from boys 
   in that White War

THE LONG MAN

Fresh
perky
she indulged him
as he wriggled within her depths
to draw a slithering trail
   along the white thigh
   he’d eyed lustfully

Afterwards he lingered
   admiring of his signature
proudly erect
   every inch the The Long Man
      fingers around his tools
but he knew already
that those marks imprinting on him
   symbols of his rite of passage
were but a transient memory upon her
   to be muddled with the frolics of others
   and erased altogether
      come the next fresh sheet 

No matter 
for Schindler Spitze had been the ‘special one’
forever to be
   an object of his affection

"GOT SNOW?"

 Shabby
   after a late night
I lingered
   swapping morning breath for mountain air
held spellbound
by God’s glittering confectionary 

I was wistful in that moment 
missing you being there 
   to be wonder-stricken with me
did you sense that somehow?

Only presently you arrived 
   presented by a succinct chime
in a text 
   terse
affectionate in a pinch of Nokia pixels:
“got snow?”

BROTHER

When he died

   suddenly

      too young

I withdrew to the place

where I knew I’d find

   space 

      solace

him


I pilgrimage there now

more aware of the near than the far 

   more attentive to the present 

      awake to the presences in the shadows 

grateful for life

FATHER

Ice alone didn’t make this place

but its relict forms run through it

   patently

      subtly

albeit that the glaciers are gone

 

I wasn’t made by Dad alone

but he runs through me

   patently

      subtly

albeit that he’s now gone

THE HUB

Throughout the 
meandering courses of
our lives
every conversation  
   misfortune   
   kiss  
   loss
each and every event that
has befallen us since birth has
in some contributary way
conspired to bring us
here -
to this momentary hub in
our existence
the departure point for 
our diverging onward journeys

BEST IN SNOW

I watched her
ski
prancing
   like a dressage horse
a vision of rhythm and balance
she must be decorated appropriately
with a rosette perhaps -
‘Best in Snow’

LIFE ON MARS?

What scant whiff of life would
a martian rover sense from 
these barren fields?
What trace of Pennycress  
   of Ragwort  
   of the vibrant mats and clumps that scorch in summer
might it prick from this mosaic of rock and ice?

Forgive me but
at what point does the possibility of life
on our cold red neighbour
become so incredulous? 

TOIL & REWARD

Persevere
endure the arduous grind  
   the monotony
spurred on by the promise
that the greater the effort
the more satisfying the reward

THE PRODIGAL SUN

Funny how you can just show again
all bright and radiant
after taking leave for an age

Do you know anything
of the mischief Winter wreaked in your absence
of how we became lost in air turbid with snow
of how we were hung out to be flayed  
   on the coat hanger chairs that laboured and stalled  
      opposed by a blizzard’s spite
of how we retreated against the cold  
   into our synthetic chrysalides  
huddling like maggots on a fish-hook

No matter
because for all that we are sapped
   chapped and
      frost-nipped 
forgiveness has paved the way for you - 
the Prodigal Sun returns

MISCARRIAGE & JUSTICE

Tell me -
how much more would you have risked
in pursuit of that dream?
Only we’d begun to question 
your state of mind

You’d mustered smiles so soon  
after each of the ‘losses’
presenting those rows of glossy molars  
   steadfast  
      resilient
But they belied the rot  
   festering deeper

We watched you brush ever closer
to those dark cavities
as if searching for the open nerve
that might disclose the pain
and permit the whole shiny pretence 
to topple down

THE PRIVATE AUDIENCE

Released
from the aluminium car  
   braced ready against its mooring
an eager herd
bustled forth

We were the stragglers
that dallied to the brim
confident
that beyond the rush -
Cresta Youla would be our own

AROLLA - A METAPHOR FOR LIFE

How jaded had the routine made me
dot-to-dot
lap after lap
   drag  
      blast
   drag  
      blast
when just that little bit more effort
and the courage to depart the familiar 
was all it took
to open a new world of opportunity  

IN THE FOOTSTEPS OF GIANTS

Ironic that it should have been
in those mountains of Aravis -  
at the selfsame place where Rebelais had his giant stumble
that I found sure-footedness

Only it was there  
hoisted clear of the high-rise punctured mire
   clear of the clamour
      and pace
that I gazed into the distance  
   to see possibilities 
      hope
and realised that my appetite for life
was as gargantuan as ever

L'HÔTEL DU MONTENVERS

Should I pity your sombre facade 
witness to the ebbing tide
that has drawn Le Mer de Glace 
beyond your reach?

Did you take Ruskin aghast
   bold
      brash and bustling
   newly opened on his last visit to Chamonix
a bare-faced challenge
to his romantic reverence 
   for these ice-bound cathedrals?

Not that I would blame you for Ruskin’s madness
   any more than I blame him 
   for the 'development' of the valley

In any case I’ve been lured here 
over and over by
   both the zeitgeist and the romanticism
the special heritage
staring wistfully at a reality -
that The Sea is gone from these shores 

THE MARINER'S BURDEN

Regard -
an Albatross at your stern
Fear not
Proffer it your trust and
forever spare it harm
for we have caused damage enough  
   to this earth  
      and to the life upon it
a burden that we must carry already
   around our necks

THE GEOGLYPH

“Dad,” she beseeched me
   with a ski pole raised to the heavens
“it’s like they’re answering!”

And sure enough it did appear
that a crisscross of contrails
was being prepared to imitate
the passages of man
across the frozen lake below
   for all the world a chart 
      pinned flat by snow-capped paperweights

We stayed there a good while
watching jet-planes come 
   from the corners of the sky
to chalk their responses
   determinedly
      inexorably
confidences disclosed
until hushed by the Sun

All that time she sat 
wide-eyed with childish wonderment 
as I told her of Nazca Lines
   the Uffington White Horse
      and figures in a desert somewhere or other

That evening she came to me
with images of the Blythe Intaglios
“Yes,” I confirmed, “they’re the ones. Wow!”
but I was fascinated less by the figures in the sand
than by the little marvel beside me
   and her command of a search engine

THE ARAB SPRING

Displaced
   by some unholy uprising
a billion grains in flight
driven 
   across a sea
to this continent beyond theirs

Neither the heatwave
nor the sirocco’s bluster
prepared us
   for their precipitate arrival
      for their settlement while we slept 
for the change from white
   overnight
that rendered all we knew 
cinnamon

If the Bullys hurried
to etch their corridors           
   firebreaks
      demarcations
they ploughed their veins in vain
for readily they were undone by
   the meanderings of morning 
   and melt of afternoon 
the inevitable assimilation 
that will leave the land enriched

END OF THE LINE

Dad took me to beautiful places 
   remnants of his past
unchanged since his childhood
   where he’d share scant memories
      of his father

It was comforting to know
that landscapes could bridge generations
   constants in a changing world

Years on I took him
   proudly
to the snout of an icy leviathan
   nostrils gushing meltwater
      a force of nature
a symbol of longevity
   and continuity

Returning 
   some twenty years later
      a parent now 
to find only vestiges of glacial occupation
   a tumbling stream
      rocky moraine
I’m overcome with a sense of loss
feeling that a thread has ended
   my daughter denied 
      a connection to her ancestors

EXALTED

Among billowing cushions we perched
like angels
   in some baroque fresco
bathed in a divine light
exalted
above the gloomy mortals' realm
   poised to steal our shadows



DAY AT THE BEACH

Nostrils smarting
in the chill of morning
we surveyed the rippled slope
and recalled a common memory -
    from childhood -
of chasing barefoot over wave-lapped sand

We grinned
   like kids
as we readied to make chase once again 

THE WHISTLEBLOWER

With the thaw re-emerged the Marmots
ashen coats against ashen ground 
inconspicuous 
until betrayed 
   by whistling 
      and horseplay 

This is the jubilance of liberation    
for the skiers' short lease on the Alps is closing
and soon the natives of this domain
will regain their freedom to roam

THE CHRISTMAS GOOSE

Christmas Day
clock hands closing on ten
sunlight inches across Les Arcs -
a flaccid bird brought out to warm
its goose-flesh bristling
with the keen




NO SNOW TAHOE

Christmas 2011

Diamond Peak first chair -

bird-on-a-wire rising

over buns of granite

   and manzanita

hardly the plump pillows expected   

   - ‘Powder Heaven’ defaulting on its promise


But a ribbon of corduroy perfection 

was mine for a tidy while

and skiing laps I got the low-down 

   - a synopsis by the base-station lifties

in bursts

   between bursts

“It’s crazy - we had 600 inches last season,”

“I’m tellin’ ya - we were still skiing Fourth of July!”

“We’ve never known it like this,”

“it’s all broken for sure.”

“Hey man - forget what you think you know!”


Funny -

   how the best days can come out of nowhere

      how providence can provide

how those solo rides on the Crystal Express

that furnished me with a headful of pine

   and memories as fresh

mark a personal threshold

gateway to the greatest of adventures 

   the door to our very own Narnia

      developing to break surface August 25th, 2012.

BOTH SIDES NOW

Bows and flows of angel hair
And ice-cream castles in the air 
And feather canyons everywhere
I've looked at clouds that way

Joni Mitchell
 



SNOW HAD FALLEN

Snow had fallen, snow on snow
snow on snow
in the bleak midwinter

from 'A Christmas Carol', Christina Rossetti

LAND ARTISTS

"This work was made of this place, it is a rearrangement of it, and in time will be reabsorbed by it." 


Richard Long - land artist



THE SHADOW-HUNTER

Then the fear-chill gathered o’er me,
Like a shroud around me cast,
As I sank upon the snow-drift,
Where the Shadow-hunter passed.

from ‘The Walker of the Snow’, Charles Dawson Shanly (1811-75)




BELALP

It sifts from leaden sieves
It powders all the wood
It fills with alabaster wool
the wrinkles of the road.

from ‘The Snow - it sifts from leaden sieves’, Emily Dickinson




SKI ODYSSEY

And when Athena 
put down around Odysseus -
a thick mist
it served to delay his recognition
of the land he knew well.





SNOW FOR US

'With luck, it might even snow for us.' 

from 'After Dark, Haruki Murakami







PLACE OF WORSHIP


“I’d rather be in the mountains thinking of God, than in church thinking about the mountains.”

John Muir 






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